A Heart that Smiles...

Have you thought about how you want to be remembered? I have. But sometimes it's tough to narrow it down to a simple statement. I think most of us want to be remembered for a lot of things, even though many of us may not be remembered for one. After all, how many folks are ever remembered beyond one or two generations? Regardless, I have pondered what legacy I wish to leave, and it is this:

I want to be remembered by the joy of the Lord in my heart. In other words, I want people to remember me for a heart that smiled.

There isn't much in this world that makes a heart smile. Even the best of moments leave us searching for more. Falling in love, the birth of a child, or accomplishing a long sought-after goal. These are all wonderful experiences, but as powerful as they may be they still leave us craving. This hunger is only satisfied in the person of Jesus Christ. He alone satisfies this longing, or emptiness, that remains. And it is only in Him that we experience a joy that makes life complete.

I find it simply amazing how much complaining I do. (It's embarrassing to admit such a fault) Most of it is silent, only spoken to myself in my mind. But nonetheless, it is bothersome. I might fuss about a certain comment someone makes to me or a loved one, or maybe a certain event didn't turn out how I wanted so I throw an adult-sized fit. And yet in the midst of my self-centered tantrum I am quickly reminded that I possess the greatest treasure one could be given: fellowship with God. This reminder melts away my pride and restores me to my senses. Whatever the grievance, it is insignificant in comparison to the surpassing excellence of knowing God. What could compete with such riches? This is the truth that produces a joy indescribable. And, thus, a heart that smiles.

As a Christian, should I wish to be remembered for something more "spiritual" or "deep?" Maybe. But if I strive for such a legacy, without forming a smiling heart, chances are I wouldn't be remembered at all...

Working on my smile,

jonathan